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Monday, 17 March 2008 - 22:28
0 opinions: http://snnr.deviantart.com/define happiness for me. right now, i don't even know who my true friend is - that is if i even have friends? i believe i'm just someone that everyone can use and push around to help do things. mum always ask me to not be stupid and let people order me around. but i always tell her that no one does that to me. ya right. but i can't tell her that. if i don't obey their orders, i would have no friends anymore - if they can be called friends. times like this, i wished i had a shoulder to cry on. or even a listening ear. but who would do that for me? no one. and that's a word i'm really familiar with. these few days, everyone has been going against me, even my family members. no ones listens to me, or sides with me. i'm just lonely. me, myself and i. fine, the whole world can go against me and say i have emotional problem. i don't care. i fucking don't care anymore. i think even if i die now, no one even bothers. i bet everyone will be much happier without me around. so be it. i just know everyone will be happier. i don't want to know what's going to happen to me in the future anymore. i have no future. and really, i don't think i should be here right now. and once again, i broke down. Read more! |