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I'm your friendly 15 yr old neighbourhood fat asshole with 3 Tagboard There isn't a tagboard :D. Affilates Anthea Atiqah Judith Syahirah Archives January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 |
Friday, 29 February 2008 - 19:15
0 opinions:generated a few ideas for the competition already. all i need now are four models : 1 female chinese, 1 male malay, 1 female indian and 1 male eurasian. please do come up to me. i don't pay, unless i win, but i don't think i will win. oh whatever. anyways, there will be one outdoor shoot, quite paiseh. but nevermind. so ya, hope some people will come up to me. i need a female chinese model. but which teenage girl would want to wear a cheongsam lah. but if any of you have, please come up to me. i really need models by next saturday. i need a male malay model. maybe i might be asking naufal, amir, syed, haqem or some of my classmates. i don't know yet. will be asking maria to help me decide. i need a female indian model and i already have someone in mind. hope she's willing to wear her sari. i need a male eurasian model. i seriously don't know anyone. maybe i can ask nicholas, but he looks abit chinese. or nicholas brother? but do they have their suits or whatever? any male eurasians, please do come up to me. i'm really serious about this and i hope some people can help me. please please please. i think i will be shooting next saturday or sunday. hope maria is free to help me because i don't think i can organise them. i won't be paying them, UNLESS I WIN AND HAVE MONEY, they will be paid. if not, it's just for the fun and just for helping a friend in need? oh man. Read more! - 18:03
0 opinions:matsuyama kenichi and lee joon ki, YYY. okay, i know my blog lacks loads of photos so i'm posting their photos instead. i have quite alot of photos in my camera and i'm just way to busy and lazy to post it. so soon okay? i'm very busy tomorrow and my whole day is so packed. and i can't have any food starting from 11am, good. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() i said L looks like jay chou, and he really does abit. ![]() ![]() can't find anymore nice photos of lee joon ki, but he's soooo shuai and cute lah. and every angle of him look totally nice. and nice photography + modelling too. <3. Read more! - 17:18
0 opinions:oh fuck, dad went to call the school today. so had a long chat with miss ho during recess. waste my time, shit man. and zhenbang and kohlean haven't stead yet, oh so sad. these two days, kohlean keep telling us his gay life with zhenbang lah. and yesterday he acted gay, and chunmun was like super shocked. darn funny. and and anthea found out who my husband was, but i don't care lah, because i just think he's cute and i don't like him. but she don't know who is - because she missed him going down the stairs. walked to the interchange with syed, haqem and naufal because maria sped off already. she walk so fast can. want to meet moro can run, but during p.e, cannot run. that's what naufal said lah. so walked with them better because i got cramp, urgh. talked most with haqem and syed was so quite. naufal was his usual self. haqem and naufal so horny lah. ;). Read more! Thursday, 28 February 2008 - 17:27
0 opinions:late for school again, so stood in front of the whole school. VERY VERY PAISEH. and maria was like, "eh, - is looking here." and i will be like, "don't care him lah." so paiseh already still care about this for what lah. ryan also late, big head. (: keep tripping the whole day, so unlucky. my lips was super red after eating the noodle, i put too much chilli. D: almost slip and fall after school, super paiseh. ryan and bryan saw. ryan was behind me and bryan was asking us to sit with him. so paiseh, i'm sure alot of others saw too and - and friends were there, URGH. served detention with maria and ryan. darn boring. mr tan look like -, digustingly. studied two chapters of physics, yay. my inspiration to study is backkkkk. (: my dad says i should serve detention more often. and the detention back at the old school is more fun. Read more! Wednesday, 27 February 2008 - 23:32
0 opinions:no inspiration for racial harmony lah, shit. and i'm trying very hard to think outside the box already, but noooo inspirations. maybe i don't want to join already. because if i do potraits, i will need models, and i might have to pay them. but if i use still life, it's free, but what's there to shoot? think think think. Read more! - 21:43
0 opinions:was late for school today, damn shit. having the whole school stare at you is a darn paiseh thing lah. quickly mr ow never read both mine and maria's name out because he always add something in front. saw -, sadly. i mean, he was like just in front of me lah, shit, super paiseh. and justin is very evil lah, laughed at maria and me. not funny lor. then miss siti gave me the details for the photography competition. the deadline is like march 16, damn fast can. how how how? english was damn shit. never greet her properly also must nag. shit her. should have went to school at around 10am lah. kohlean is very nice today, somemore invite me to kfc. ryan and yun bullied me, i feel so pathetic man. chinese was so slack, boring. recess was fun, and super paiseh again. treat maria food, it's very rare. sat with the guys, as always. i was like asking maria if me and qianhao are compatible (for fun only), that scared him. then maria purposely walk to onion there, no? had ace, cip discussion with alasdair, kohlean and faizah. kohlean is so shit, spent half my time arguing with him. HE IS NOT HARDWORKING CAN. then faizah sort of scolded us, kohlean fault, idiot man. watched good burgers during social studies. i miss that show man. before art was damn paiseh, urgh. i really don't know how to face onion lah. art was fun, painting. but dirty. walked to tampines with maria, then she went to moro house. then saw alasdair, asked him if he wants to watch movie. so he went with me to check the timing, then met agnes and shirley after that. lunched at food junction. alasdair was very nice to help me buy chicken rice. and mango ice kachang is yummmmmmmmmmmy. then headed to the cinema and watched L CHANGE THE WORLD. the seats are very uncomfortable. agnes and i couldn't sit properly lah. anyways, L rocks, i love him lah. he's like so cooooooooool and smart although he's so gay. so sad he have to die if not he can continue his relationship with that girl, how nice. almost cried at the last part lah, the part before the credits, touching leh. daryl ang is super irritating as he keep smsing me, somemore ask me to call him korkor, oh like that will happen. and anthea and her clique were sitting behind us, sooo cool. and and and i want to watch RULE NUMBER ONE, i don't care. headed home after that. took 65 with shirley, instead of taking 22 with anthea because there's toooooo many people. i'm having mosquitoes bites everywhere, and they are the big big types. PICTURES UP SOON I PROMISE, i'm just so busy. and i haven't revise for maths and complete my poa. urgh, hate that khoo. and and and i'm starting to develop rashes all over my body again, see what p.e has done to me. Read more! Tuesday, 26 February 2008 - 20:24
0 opinions:broke down last night, cried like fuck. and my mum still scolded and accused me, what fuck. tied pigtails in the morning, covered it with my art file. then agnes, alasdair and anthea said it was ugly, so i took out. had cold war with kohlean. damn pissed off with him for being such an idiot. i just want to copy his maths homework, he don't let. but he asked me to help him copy his poa and social studies homework and notes for him. crazy or what, think i'm so free ar? sorry alasdair and anthea for being so noisy as i was slamming my things on the table. lucky kohlean changed place during social studies, so sat with amanda. recess made me feel much much better. but maria made me so paiseh. she blurted something out purposely and i'm like what the fuck. feel like running away, but i'm a good friend, accompany her. so sat with the guys, as always. maria's famous amos muffin is niceeeeeeeeeee. and zhenbang is so cute lah, wasted for him to be friends with kohlean. maria is super crazy lah. saw - friend and wanted pull me away. like hello, it's - friend only, like i care. well i do last time, but now i don't give a damn. then she pushed me to the mother tongue room because of some certain things. darn funny lah. chinese was dumb. spent my time day-dreaming. chemistry was dumb, lucky kohlean changed place with agnes. (: the test was terrible, screwed up because i spent like ten minutes doing it and half an hour sleeping. but it was shiok lah, and i drooled somemore. anthea said she even had a dream. then kohlean talked to me. oh hohoho, slammed his textbook into his face too. see how boring tests can be. then went throught the magazine with agnes, anthea and alasdair. i feel so left out because my name doesn't start with A. -.-. art was okay. mrs sim always show my horrible work, paiseh leh. suppose to stay back with alasdair, kohlean and faizah, but alasdair lazy, then kohlean went home, yay. so went home with faizah. took 65 with her, i think. Read more! Monday, 25 February 2008 - 21:39
0 opinions:the new channel 8 9pm show is nice, better than the one before it, so fake. anyways, got adam chen and kang chen xi. (: and if i'm not wrong, he's a photographer inside or something? saw one scene of him hanging the nikon dslr over his neck, with a group of people what. oh who cares, i love them both. and oh mc king is inside, pity he passed away already lah. life is just so unpredictable. i might just die right after this, touch wood. didn't study for chemistry at all, i'm going to fail like crazy. and i'm going to fail my physics too. i am better off without tution. and i'm going to fail my maths too. i'm going to fail everything, boo hoo. i don't even feel like going to school lah, waste my time. did 15 minutes of exercise just now. not really exercise. i just on my music and jumped and ran around my room. tiring but at least got exercise. my dad lah, go malaysia, then don't let me go jogging alone. like hello, the park is just downstairs only what. i don't care lah, everyday i'm going to walk by the park home (long cut) and go jogging in the evening at the park or reservoir. then i'm going to eat loads of vegetables and fruits. less fried food too. oh like that will happen, i have to say something. but yet i can't. Read more! - 16:50
0 opinions:happy 15th birthday kohlean. or are you really 15? maria didn't go to school today, pangseh me, so lonely. from today onwards, i don't want to mention about my husbands anymore, let's all forget them because mentioning them is like so boring. at first, it was a way to help me forget -, but yet, after so long, it's really not helping me. anyways, poa sucks. now mr khoo knows my name, he keep asking me to go to the board to do question, what the fuck. obviously i don't know how to do, then so paiseh. before p.e, a few of us stayed for a while to write HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOHLEAN on the board. alasdair idea, why treat kohlean so good lah? D: maybe because he's pathetic. yes, i'm lame. saw - while going down, i have got nothing to comment about. almost died during p.e lah, ran so many rounds, paiseh. almost vomitted can. so anthea and i went to the canteen, even more paiseh. but went to find ricky to collect my money. suprisingly, he's willing to pay, but he has no money today. then anthea and i went to watch andy, guxie, juoyan and kohlean play netball/basketball. it as been a long time since i played both. but sadly, i can't play because of my wrist injuiry. then mr pay came and asked anthea and to play captain ball. fuck you old man. we went there pretend pretend then went to sit with syahirah. felt super lost during recess. sat with syed, then the rest came. so, it was amir, naufal and syed who pranked call me on saturday, what the fuck. and i still blur blur, urgh. the pasta tasted disgusting and i think i ate like a man. miss ho is super fuck today, for nothing scold scold scold. and koh lean has no reaction after looking at the board, NOT FUN~! maths sucks lah, cannot tahan miss ho. chinese was so slack, as always. grace taught me how to draw and i'm like so shocked because she just move her pen and there, a cartoon character is out. even her stickman is nice lah. ace sucks. feel like going up to slap miss ho in the face. wanted to help kohlean forge his parent's signature, but see she scold hafeez until like that already then forget it. like oh my god, she sucks man. if only i can go up to slap her and run away. IF ONLY. wanted to go to maria's house after school to take my wallet and "clothes", so quickly chiong to bus 10 there. but when i reached there, suddenly feel so lazy to go, and since my bus was just beside bus 10, decided to go home to sleeeeeeep. so took 65 home, i think. i can't remember. loving him will make me hurt, better not to. Read more! Sunday, 24 February 2008 - 19:08
0 opinions:this is so stupid. i think edison chen shouldn't be blamed very everything. (referring to the sex scandal incident). it's wrong to blame him. and there's nothing wrong for him and other female artist to take those photos. if they like to take, then so be it, it's their problem. and hello people, edison chen is also the victim here. his photos got stolen by someone, and he's not the one posting it. as long as you take the photos, but those post it, it's not a crime right? oh why must so many people go against the most good looking guy in the whole of asia? anyways, pon tution today, make up class next week, idiot. too tired to wake up. just realised i miss khalil fong on tv yesterday, urgh. lucky, managed to catch in on another show. he and the other vj is darn funny lah. they sang a song about burnt rice, i'm so glad he's a funny person. back to school again tomorrow, must complete my poa homework, asshole. and p.e tomorrow, urgh. i did enough p.e yesterday already lah, whole body aching like crazy. and i was wondering why my arms hurt so much, and realised that it was because i carried buddy yesterday. see how heavy she is lah, PAIN. Read more! - 10:24
0 opinions:maria's party was quite fun. my husband didn't go, very sad. and i got very irritated that zhenbang and ricky suddenly back out. D: looked super super super unglam all the way, and i don't give a damn. kohlean super kaobei can, i tied my fucking hair because my mum don't want to bring me to cut my hair, weather damn warm. stupid partner of mine. loads of food (ate quite little though), quite alot of water balloons (do alot until my hand cramp already), loads of running, police came, and loads of talking. and i smell like coke, thanks to faisal. and when faisal piggy-back buddy (a little girl) with maria beside him, they look like a big nose family. (: she so happy i asked him to go. got irritated by another girl who took the sparkles i was saving for photography. urghhhh. now i have no other chance to do that anymore. but maria say she got problem, so fine. but buddy was otherwise. she's fun and nice, but violent too. carried her alot of times, very heavy. weicong say we look like a koala bear. (cool, i told maria once that my husband look like a koala bear, -.-.) anyways, buddy made me like kids so much better. shall elaborate next time, no pictures, shitz. and maria's cousin is shuai can. Read more! Saturday, 23 February 2008 - 10:39
0 opinions:HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15TH BIRTHDAY MARIA! (: talked to my husband during recess today. maria want to steal him already lah, say he cute. steal lor, i don't care. :P. went out with sitian after school to buy maria's present. bugis got the korean food i want to try, but i have no money already. D: SAW KHALIL FONG'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION BANNER ALREADY UP. too bad i can't go tomorrow, D: nevermind, everyday see my favourite teacher can already. and jingyuan soooo tall lah, D: Read more! Thursday, 21 February 2008 - 20:38
0 opinions:khalil fong is coming to singapore on saturday. i.need.to.go.and.i.want.to.see.him. urggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. bloody day make me so bloody piss. Read more! - 20:28
0 opinions:did the stupid pasir ris wave in the morning, so lame. (damai secondary nicer, took the flags and ran around the bedok area. feel like running also.) ace was okay. people, if you're buying kohlean a birthday present, buy him pens please, because he keep using mine. D: his birthday coming already okay, so buy pen pen pen. chemistry was boring. smsed daryl. recess was fuck. minus i got see my two husbands close up. <3.> english was boring. talked the whole way. alasdair assumed i like koh lean, funny ah, not funny okay. but they were whispering and describing me, oh whatever. my taste ain't so high lah. almost cried during physics, day dream too much already. D: poa sucks man. i'm going to fail my test. and fuck mr khoo, feel like killing him. went down with anthea to buy food, burger. stuff one quarter of the burger in my mouth, almost choked to death. saw my husband, made me happier. -.-. maths remmedial was boring. koh lean don't want to let me copy (because i was being an asshole), so i guess all my answers are wrong. 65 with anthea, home. (: oh yes this post is crap, i'm in a crappy mood. going to malaysia now (9pm) until midnight. maybe i will buy pizza back for the people sitting around me? guess not. Read more! Wednesday, 20 February 2008 - 20:36
0 opinions:1. he (not -) ain't going to maria's birthday party. D: yes, very sad indeed. <3. 2. fuck my fats, i need to lose weight immediately. 3. i'm officially broke, no savings. crap. i need money. 4. i need to buy maria and kohlean birthday present. 5. i need new clothes, but i want lose weight first. 6. no mood to study at all, i'm going to fail badly. 7. I NEED A DSLR BADLY. 8. i totally love my class sitting arrangement. anthea, alasdair, k.l tan (sounds nicer than tan koh lean), agnes and chunmun. 9. i don't feel like going to maria's birthday party, scared. 10. going to be the photographer for maria's birthday party. need dslr. because if i use my digital camera, no one will god damn respect me, and forbit me to take any photos. DD: Read more! Tuesday, 19 February 2008 - 19:08
0 opinions:almost late for school and bad hair day, sucks. recess was much better. maria has no guts to ask yingzhao to her birthday party. not really no guts, just scared of him. her reason : because they look weird. okay, i agree but only two of them look weird. saw - during his recess because i went with the rest to the canteen to buy exercise books. felt like crying suddenly. oh boobs. chunmun and jadason was super noisy during chemistry, laughing about agnes. not funny lor. kept asking them to shhhhhhh, but they just lower their voice only. art was fun. went to the parade square with agnes to do our drawing, super cool. her drawing rocks and mine sucks. accompany maria do her maths test after school. she did the test for like more than 1 hour. my favourite teacher was infront and he caught me staring at him. because i was like staring at him can. mr chew was in front too, laughed like crazy. late lunch at tampines mall food court. korean food, i love it. ate for like one hour? don't know why we took so long, but yummmmmmmmy. (: maria asked him to her birthday party and he's going. he's darn cool and he totally resemble -'s coolness and action. and the best thing is, i know him, but not very close. he's shuai and he rocks. (: he's none other than my other husband. i think i have fallen for him? no? yes? (i scared he reads my blog, but i doubt so.) anyways, home after that. tired. Read more! Monday, 18 February 2008 - 21:25
0 opinions:skipped half of school today, rocks. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() got super bored so went to century square to walk. decided to go to school at 10am instead. (: went to change into my uniform and went shop and save. then went to ntuc to see the price for maria's party stuff. darn fun. ![]() so went to school at around 10.10am. who cares. got late slip and went for class. BORING. handed out my chocolate bags to anthea, alasdair, kohlean and chunmun. (: 2e6 are really nice to lend us tie, but they complained that we kept going there. anyways, assembly sucks. attire check, and i thought my hair will fail me, but lucky never. Read more! Sunday, 17 February 2008 - 17:43
0 opinions:mac breakfast with sitian, rocks. yummyyyyyyy. i was late, sorry. ![]() ![]() ![]() tution was boring. maths maths maths, sucks sucks sucks. break. then science, sucks too. ![]() burger king lunch with sitian, yipeee. (: ![]() ![]() went home after that with loads of sick library books. Read more! - 00:17
0 opinions:new phone, nokia 6500. dad bought it under my plan, and it's his. but i will be using it for a while first. lag like crazy. totally-hate-it. ![]() the one i have is black in colour, it's nicer. Read more! Saturday, 16 February 2008 - 00:13
0 opinions:kung fu dunk with sitian after school. i love jay jay chou. super cuuuuuute, and believe me, i used to hate him like hell. daryl couldn't make it today, "oh-so-sad". anyways, korean food rocks my world. anyways, back to kung fu dunk, caught the 3.30pm show. it's soooo fake but it's cool. too bad edison chen not inside, if not nicer. overall, i think it's just okok only. saw naufal and syed when i was going home. Read more! Wednesday, 13 February 2008 - 23:21
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